Showing posts with label Confession. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Confession. Show all posts

Monday, February 10, 2014

Psalm 32:1-11


Salutation

... in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.  Amen.  Through the prayers of our holy Fathers, Lord Jesus Christ our God, have mercy on us and save us.  Amen.  Glory to You, our God, Glory to You.

O Heavenly King: Prayer to the Holy Ghost

O Heavenly King, the Comforter, the Spirit of truth, You are everywhere and fill all things, Treasury of blessings, and Giver of life: come and abide in us, and cleanse us from every impurity, and save our souls, O Good One.

Psalm 32:1-11[1]

[A Psalm] of David, A Maschil.

Blessed [is he whose] transgression [is] forgiven, [whose] sin [is] covered.  Blessed [is] the man to whom the Lord imputes not iniquity, in whose spirit [is] no guile.

When I kept silence, my bones grew old through my roaring all the day: for day and night Your hand was heavy on me.  My moisture is turned to the drought of summer.  Consider.

I acknowledge my sin to You, My iniquity have I not hid.  I said, I will confess my transgressions to the Lord.  You forgave the iniquity of my sin.  Consider.

Here [is why] everyone who is godly shall pray to You in a time when You may be found.  Surely the floods of great waters shall not come near him.  You [are] my hiding place.  You shall preserve me from trouble.  You shall circle me about with songs of deliverance.  Consider.

I will instruct you and teach you in the way that you shall go.  I will advise you with My eye.  Be not as the horse, [or] as the mule, [which] have no understanding.  Their mouth must be held in with bit and bridle, lest they come near you.  Many sorrows [shall be] to the wicked.  But he who trusts in the Lord, mercy shall circle about him.  Be glad in the Lord, Rejoice, you righteous.  Shout for joy, all upright in heart.

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[1] Perhaps Psalm 32 is more difficult than most to analyze.  It is written by David around 1000 BC; the meaning of Maschil remains a mystery.
The first paragraph indicates that this is primarily a Psalm of confession: this idea is supported by the following paragraphs.  This paragraph emphasizes that David has transgression, sin, iniquity, and guile; that the remedy for these things comes from God, not from his own flesh.  Accordingly, it is impossible to perceive any hint of self-righteousness in the Psalms.  If, in Psalms, we suppose that we see any goodness in man, we must be mistaking what God has given to man, for what comes from man himself.  Goodness comes from God alone, it is impossible that goodness be sourced in man.
David notes that his silence, his delay in making his confession, aged him, because Yahweh was leaning on him to get him to do the right thing.  God’s gentle persuasion made him feel dehydrated, a sensation of approaching death; in Hebrew idiom, the opposite of spiritual prosperity, which is to be planted beside the water path (Psalm 1).
The good news is that in confession David finds forgiveness and relief.  He did not wait for his priest, but went directly to God with his confession.  In the context of Israelite worship, he doubtless backed up his confession with the appropriate animal sacrifice, more formal public confession, and received formal absolution from God, at the hands of the priest.
The difficulty here is in knowing whether these ideas belong with what comes before or with that which comes after.  The word, consider, convinces us that these ideas fit best with the following statements.  Now David, in examining the motivations behind confession and prayer, looks back to the Red Sea crossing: he remembers how the Israelites were untouched by the waters, while Pharaoh and his chariots perished in the sea.  Here is the precursor for the use of the Exodus song in Christian worship (The Great Canon of St. Andrew, Exodus 15).
Now God speaks to David.  David is to be so sensitive to God’s leadership in his life that the merest glance tells him which way to go.  To what could this possibly refer, other than the operation of conscience?  There is mounting scientific evidence to show that our moral impulses are not driven by DNA, genetic tendencies, but by what we program onto our DNA by behavior.  There is nothing new here: the Bible has said this all along.  However, it is refreshing to see fresh evidence.  The person who programs their conscience with pornography, will soon find themselves enslaved in sexual deviation.  For the conscience to work properly the mind must be programed with the Law of God: for, “On His law, he meditates day and night (Psalm 1).”  Many folks are overly concerned about discovering the will of God for their lives.  Here is the answer to their concern: for horses and mules don’t even know which road to take.  The person who programs his soul with God’s law by incessant meditation upon it will have constant guidance from the eye of God, down to the smallest detail, down to the sorts of minutia that concern horses and mules (Psalm 40:8).  God’s conclusion is that those who sow evil will reap corruption, but those who sow His Law will reap mercy and joy (Galatians 6:8).
Isn’t it amazing that small children have such tender consciences, and hang their heads in shame when they have done the slightest wrong.  It is no less amazing that grown adults, who should know better, puff themselves up, and know no shame: they have murdered their consciences.  The modern joke would be that “It’s bad code.”  The good news is that the brain can be reprogrammed by God’s grace.  Grace, however, operates from the inside out: God expects our obedience in His war against sin.

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Psalm 51:1-19


Salutation

... in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.  Amen.  Through the prayers of our holy Fathers, Lord Jesus Christ our God, have mercy on us and save us.  Amen.  Glory to You, our God, Glory to You.

O Heavenly King: Prayer to the Holy Ghost

O Heavenly King, the Comforter, the Spirit of truth, You are everywhere and fill all things, Treasury of blessings, and Giver of life: come and abide in us, and cleanse us from every impurity, and save our souls, O Good One.

Psalm 51:1-19[1]

To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David, when Nathan the prophet came to him, after he had gone in to Bathsheba.

Have mercy on me, O God, according to Your lovingkindness.  According to the abundance of Your tender mercies, blot out my transgressions.  Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity, Cleanse me from my sin: for I acknowledge my transgressions.  My sin [is] ever before me.  Against You, You only, have I sinned, and done evil in Your sight: so that You might be justified when You speak, [and] be clear when You judge.

Behold, I was born in iniquity.  In sin my mother conceived me.  Behold, You desire truth in the inward parts.  In the hidden [part] You shall make me know wisdom.

Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean.  Wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.  Make me hear joy and gladness; [so that] the bones You have broken may rejoice.  Hide Your face from my sins, Blot out all my iniquities.  Create in me a clean heart, O God.  Renew a right spirit within me.  Cast me not away from Your presence.  Take not Your Holy Spirit from me.  Restore to me the joy of Your salvation.  Uphold me [with Your] Free Spirit.

[Then] will I teach transgressors Your ways.  Sinners shall be converted to You.  Deliver me from blood, O God, God of my salvation.  My tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness.  Lord, open my lips.  My mouth shall show forth Your praise: for You desire not sacrifice: or I would give [it].  You delight not in burnt offering.

The sacrifices of God [are] a broken spirit.  A broken and a contrite heart, O God, You will not despise.  Do good in Your good pleasure to Zion.  Build the walls of Jerusalem.  Then shall You be pleased with the sacrifices of righteousness, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering.  Then shall they offer bulls on Your altar.

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[1] How ordinary that we find remorse for our sins and guilt after we sin.  We are not very skilled at praying or thinking ahead about the consequences of our actions, or we might not do them.  Had we started with, “Dear God, Is this a good thing for me to do,” we might not have landed in such a morass of trouble.  Alas, we did not pray before we took action; we did not seek the Holy Ghost ahead of time; so now we must seek cleansing.  David begins his first paragraph with a plea for mercy and ends with an apology.
David is not blaming his mother for his sins in the second paragraph.  He confesses that at or even before conception he is actively sinning.  In the mystery of sinfulness, we see that David was already an active participant in sin in Adam, for three thousand years or more.  It is this mystery of brokenness which must be forgiven, healed, and made right.
Now David returns to the subject of his cleansing.  “Hyssop” forces us to think of the Crucifixion.  The gifts of a clean heart, a right spirit, and the Holy Ghost, come only from Christ’s death and resurrection, and from Pentecost.  In the mystery of prophecy, David sees far into the future.  Indeed, David’s vision may be nearly blind, but he asks for things that are yet to come.
David understands that the outcome of such great forgiveness is that he shall become a voice for God, a voice that will lead many to salvation: for if an adulterer, murderer, thief, false witness, and coveter can be forgiven; then anybody can be forgiven, except those who hate forgiveness.
David concludes with the observation that the foundation of all human sacrifice to God is brokenness and contrition, without which no sacrifice, bloody, burned, or otherwise makes any sense.  In the final analysis, we have only one thing to give to God that is truly our own: namely, our own sin (teachings of Fr. Basil).

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