Showing posts with label Despair. Show all posts
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Friday, July 25, 2014

Psalm 137:1-9 rA


... in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.  Amen.  Through the prayers of our holy Fathers, Lord Jesus Christ our God, have mercy on us and save us.  Amen.  Glory to You, our God, Glory to You.

O Heavenly King, the Comforter, the Spirit of truth, You are everywhere and fill all things, Treasury of blessings, and Giver of life: come and abide in us, and cleanse us from every impurity, and save our souls, O Good One.

Holy God, Holy Mighty, Holy Immortal, have mercy on us (three times).

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost, as it is now, was in the beginning, and ever shall be, world without end.  Amen.

Psalm 137:1-9[1]

By the rivers of Babylon, there we sat down.  Yes, we wept when we remembered Zion.  We hung our harps on the willows in the middle of it: for there, those who carried us away captive required of us a song.  Those who wasted us [required of us] mirth, [saying], “Sing us the songs of Zion.”

How shall we sing the Lord’s song in an alien land?  If I forget you, O Jerusalem, let my right hand forget.  If I do not remember you, let my tongue cling to the roof of my mouth; if I prefer not Jerusalem above my chief joy.  Remember, Lord, the children of Edom in the day of Jerusalem, who said, “Raze, raze, to its foundation.”

O daughter Babylon, who are to be destroyed, blessed [is he], who rewards you as you have served us.  Blessed [shall he be], who takes and dashes your little ones against the stones.[2] [3]



[1] Truly, there is a Psalm for every season and emotion of man.  The Psalms of David are set around 1000 BC.  This Psalm is set after 586 BC, after the Babylonian Captivity and Exile.  The psalmist is bathed in anger, bitterness, and grief.  He is able to see and understand the promise of God to Solomon, that God answers all prayer directed to Him, and His Temple in Jerusalem, on Mount Zion: so he prays accordingly.  However, Solomon’s Temple is destroyed, it seems like the end of the world to this psalmist, and he is not yet able to grasp that there is, and always was, a heavenly Jerusalem, a heavenly Zion, and a heavenly Temple, far greater than Solomon’s Temple.  So he clings to his earthly memory through his tears of anger, bitterness, and grief.  In such a state the psalmist lashes out at all around him.  This is a normal part of the grieving process.  In fact we see several aspects of the grieving process in play here: anger (obviously), denial (he can’t quite face the fact that the Temple and everything in it is gone), negotiation (“let my tongue”, etc.), depression (“how shall we sing”, etc.).  The only thing missing is acceptance: the psalmist cannot yet see God’s grace and mercy in his misery, and he cannot yet embrace his captivity as a blessing from God.  So the fact that the psalmist lashes out is to be expected: he utters a wicked and terrifying oath.  “Blessed [shall he be], who takes and dashes your little ones against the stones.”
Before we judge the psalmist harshly, or even at all, perhaps we should consider some harsh realities.
The psalmist has witnessed living babies being killed by hammering them against rocks.  There are people who have witnessed firsthand Dresden, Hiroshima, Tokyo, Oklahoma City, or New York.  These are terrible soul scarring experiences: these witnesses will never fully recover.  It seems as if everything except breath itself has been take away from them: they wait, only to die, and thus, at last, forget.
In grief, the psalmist says things that (s)he would not say or mean, were (s)he in a better, more recovered frame of mind.  The psalmist would be able to embrace the reality, knowing that “what men intended for evil, God intended for good.”  Knowing, (s)he would eventually be able to forgive.  Knowing, we come to realize that these terrible tragedies are not driven by mere human will; but rather by demonic forces far beyond human power.
Grief often takes years for recovery.  We all experience grief at some time or other: all of us die, all of us see death.  We hope for patience and understanding as we struggle with grief.  It’s not something we will just snap out of: we have to endure the experience and its raging gamut of emotions.  We should extend the same patience and understanding to this poor psalmist.
The real beauty of this Psalm is found in the psalmist’s naked honesty: (s)he is just being honest with God.  Would to God that our prayer would achieve such honesty.  This is a Psalm for grief.
In spite of all these things, we must see a strong note of the consummation of the kingdom in this Psalm.  “We wrestle not against flesh and blood (Ephesians 6:12).”  Our adversary is Satan, who deceives and manipulates the leaders of this world.  Consequently, taking vengeance is forbidden to us.  On the other hand, the judgment of Yahweh is coming upon this world.  In Christ, we will participate in that judgment.  “Blessed [shall he be], who takes and dashes your little ones against the stones.”  Blessed is Christ, Who brings the final and just judgment.  In the Consummation, all anguish, bitterness, and sorrow will be swallowed up in victory.  ΙΣ ΧΣ ΝΙΚΑ!
[2] Daniel 2:34-35, 44-45; 5:25, 30; 7:4, 11, 18, 22, 26-27
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Thursday, April 24, 2014

Psalm 88:1-18


... in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.  Amen.  Through the prayers of our holy Fathers, Lord Jesus Christ our God, have mercy on us and save us.  Amen.  Glory to You, our God, Glory to You.

O Heavenly King, the Comforter, the Spirit of truth, You are everywhere and fill all things, Treasury of blessings, and Giver of life: come and abide in us, and cleanse us from every impurity, and save our souls, O Good One.

Holy God, Holy Mighty, Holy Immortal, have mercy on us (three times).

Glory be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Ghost, as it is now, was in the beginning, and ever shall be, world without end.  Amen.

Psalm 88:1-18[1]

A Song [or] Psalm for the sons of Korah,[2] to the chief Musician on Mahalath Leannoth, Maschil of Heman the Ezrahite.

Lord God of my salvation, I have cried day [and] night before You.  Let my prayer come before You.  Incline Your ear to my cry: for my soul is full of trouble.  My life draws near the grave.  I am counted with those who go down to the pit.  I am as a man [who has] no strength, free among the dead, like the slain that lie in the grave, whom You remember no more.  They are cut off from Your hand.

You have laid me in the lowest pit, in darkness, in the deeps.  Your fury lies hard on me.  You have afflicted [me] with all Your waves.  Consider.  You have put away my acquaintances far from me.  You have made me an abomination to them.  [I am] shut up.  I cannot come forth.

My eye mourns by reason of affliction.  Lord, I have called daily on You.  I have stretched out my hands to You.  Will You show wonders to the dead?  Shall the dead arise [and] praise You?  Consider.  Shall Your lovingkindness be declared in the grave?  [or] Your faithfulness in destruction?  Shall Your wonders be known in the dark?  and Your righteousness in the land of forgetfulness?

But to You have I cried, Lord.  In the morning my prayer shall greet You.  Lord, why cast off my soul?  [Why] hide Your face from me?  I [am] afflicted and ready to die from youth up.  I suffer Your terrors.  I am distracted.  Your fierce fury goes over me.  Your terrors have cut me off.  They came round about me daily like water.  They circled about me together.  Lover and friend have You put far from me, my acquaintance in darkness.[3]



[1] Psalm 88 expresses the bitterest lament.  We know of no sufficient occasion to cause such lament during the life of David.  The Presence of Yahweh’s Glory, the Shekinah remained in Solomon’s Temple until the times of Ezekiel.  It is equally hard to see the Babylonian Captivity as cause for such tears: for devout Israelites believed their punishment was just, and God would return to them again.  The only setting that seems to us to justify such frustration is the continuing absence of Yahweh from the Second Temple.
Heman writes as one whom God has abandoned.  He weeps as though on the brink of death, and in great pain.  His anticipation of death in not that of the believer he is, but since God has forgotten him and not returned to him in life, he despairs of the fellowship of God in heaven as well.
His life is like Lazarus of the New Testament.  He is already in the tomb.  He has drowned in the sea.  The living will have nothing to do with him.
He prays, and he prays, and he prays; but to no avail.  Will he be allowed to sing with the angels after death?  He despairs even of this.
Heman continues his morning prayers faithfully, but his overwhelming despair finds no comfort, no hope.
The only evidence of hope in this Psalm at all, is the placement and use of the word consider, which asks the question, “Is death really the end?”  This is a heavy Psalm and the question remains unanswered.  This is a Psalm for Holy Saturday: for without the Resurrection, the question has no answer, and we are without hope in this world.
But now is Christ risen from the dead, trampling down death by death.  Heman is no longer without hope for Christ has spoiled Hell and opened Paradise.  ΙΣ ΧΣ ΝΙΚΑ!  Hell is vanquished and embittered!  Christ is Risen!  Hallelujah!  “Come receive the light that is never overtaken by night.  Glorify the Christ, risen from the dead.”  Christ is Risen!  Hallelujah!
[2] We stumbled upon this very instructive article concerning the Sons of Korah.  In Numbers 26:11 we learn that they were not slain with Korah in his rebellion.  Later we discover that they likely served in David’s divisions of the priesthood under that same name, and likely continued as a choral group after the exile.  Because their music is so filled with post-exilic material we suspect that their hymnody is from this period.  An alternative view would require that they observed the post-exilic suffering prophetically.  However, they left no clues that this is the case, they write as firsthand observers.  http://www.biblestudytools.com/encyclopedias/isbe/ korahites-sons-of-korah.html
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